Feeling better today and I am thankful.
Played a little paintball with my family and some great friends all morning. We all have the bruises to prove it. Then, we went swimming at a friend's for the afternoon. It was nice and relaxing - full of fun and blessings.
A friend brought her newest addition to the pool and he is just precious. I held him and loved him and put him to sleep by swaying, patting, bouncing and shhhhing. He just melted in my arms. Boy, I miss that but I was OK with giving him back and that is HUGE in my book. Some days the pain is still there and too much to bear and on some days I can not imagine going back to that place in parenting. I think that is what I call progress. Not that I wouldn't ever do it all over again but the fact that I am OK with not having a baby on most days is good enough for me.
1 day to go and I am feeling like I can do it. God has worked on me and has comforted me since my last post 48 hours ago and I feel like the "funk" is lifting.
On to celebrating new memories, new chapters, and new life... even if they do not come from me. (:
2 comments:
I've kept checking the clock to tell you "Happy Birthday!" right at midnight. ;)
Today I will be thinking about you and celebrating right along with you for all that you have in your life. And, I will pray for peace through many more birthdays. xoxo
Well, my comment says 10:07pm, but it's really 12:02am!
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